The Room

The Room

The golden door

Do you want to enter?

Well, why not?

Will you surrender?

Not till I know for what?

Do you really want to enter?

But what’s inside?

First you sign the contract

After that, will I see what’s inside?

I will let you enter

For how long?

No, you will decide

Just sign the contract

We running out of time

 Will you read the contract?

The contract looks fine

But, please remember

To surrender

You have signed upon that

Before you entered

Now I will explain

You have agreed to enter the game

But everything inside is like a dream

Never get to attached, or you will lose what’s real

And stay as long as you want, but remember one thing

One day you will have to leave

Yeah, sure, soon I would want leave

And did you read the fine prints?

Which fine prints?

You will see when you are in

You should have read the fine prints

Why do you think all those people refused to get in?

And remember, don’t you sin

Also, remember it’s only a game, so don’t be happy if you win
the core is hallucinations

And the secret is “mind manipulation”

My last advice to you,

Things may seem real

And you will forget our deal

And you won’t want to come out

And if you want to come out before your time

No one will be able to get you out

You should have read what was written in fine,

But now, there is no time.

Open the door,

And go in slowly

You will get used to it,

So don’t worry

Desh, the door is shut

The walls are all black

Silent walls

Light fades away

The room is filled with nothingness

No voices nor noises

Soon you will start to question your senses

Neither light nor darkness

Soon you will question your existence

No goal and no aim

Is this the aim of this game?

But, since the game exists, there is an aim

An aim to have no aim

Only then, will you win this game?

No time nor place

No days nor dates

A minute is no longer a minute

No absolute zero to which you can relate

A beam of light

Starts to weave the new universe

A universe inside

A smile

You stand up

Step by step

Is what I am doing right?

Can you define wrong or right?

Blind!

Deprived of sight?

The sounds of life

Brought by the beam of light

Was light this bright on the other side?

What other side?

Where was I before I came here?

How long have I been here?

I can’t remember, you said this in fear

While the light beam dances, you shed your tears

The beauty of creation

When seconds used to form years

A guideline

That you find

You read it

It can’t be right

Can it be?

No, that’s not mine

A contract

With my name signed

Still the light beam creates

The beauty

You watch and wait

You put the guideline

The guidebook

Inside your wardrobe

Inside your house

By the lake

And you go out into your estate

By the sea and under the tree

You contemplate

And try to find the answers

Why am I here?

Have I really signed this contract?

I am here for a couple of days or may be years

I can get out if I please

But then I will lose the game

And if I get out when he pleases

A probability to win this game

How to get out?

But, why get out?

I got everything I need here with me

Everything, but no one with me

Is pleasure still pleasuring if there is no one to see

No one to envy me?

No loved ones to share with me

Whatever I want is around me

Still I can’t find serenity

You said those words as you let your tears

As you let you tears flow

And as you see those trees grow

Now, you know

The beam still creates

Everything you love and now, what you hate

But don’t you ever enter this gate

This golden gate

Who said that?

The sound you always hear and then fades

And under the shades

By the golden gates

You ask yourself why?

While you look there and stare

This feeling

Those chills

The thrills

Every time you look at the golden gate

What’s behind this gate?

You remember the contract

The guidelines

The guidebook

A feeling inside you

A feeling ordering you

Suddenly you are back home

Reading under this glass dome

The dome decorated by your imagination

An artistic creation

Fascination

In this book

The answers of all your question

But, whose this invention

Was there a divine intervention?

You are inside four walls

If you don’t recognize them, it’s the beginning of the fall

All you see, is just visions

Nothing is real

Living here is just a mission

You are offered some choices

And you take a decision

Some lines

In your hands

Some line

You can’t understand

And by the golden gate

This new thing you want to taste

But tell me?

Would you know passion?

If you haven’t still discovered lust

You are a human, trial is a must

It’s your nature, but after this, this nature you will never trust

You run into the gate

But its only visions inside you head

You hit a wall

From the four walls

You hit your head

And then you fall

The pain

A feeling you will never forget

Is this the pain of regret?

But what’s the meaning of regrets?

If you are the person who got wrong and right set

Would you fail, if you are the examiner and the examinee in the test?

Would you feel success, if you pass this test

And how about the rest?

Can you play by your own rules alone?

Can you stay alone?

Are you alone?

Do you even know?

Don’t say yes, because no one knows

You have left a crack onto the wall

You want notice it until it falls

But what will happen if this falls?

  The book

Where is the book?

Back home

And you take a look

And as you go through the book

A feeling called regret

You can’t get outside your head

And remember if you open the door

Or you break the walls

Or if you force them to fall

You lose this game

You must wait for the master of the game

To open the door of this game

There is only one door

At the right hand side of the wall

One of the four walls

You want see unless you are pure

Once you find it

And read what’s written on it

Only then would you understand the game

And you may exit it if you will

Some lines

From the guideline

From the guide book

But which walls

And they say they are four

Who are they?

And who wrote this book

I am alone here

And I can’t remember how I came here

Would I remember writing this book?

Why can’t I enter this golden gate?

I this the door which hides my fate

Better go there before it’s late

But hold on

Why would you want to know your fate?

Don’t you love this place?

Again another sound that fades

So you chose to sit by the lake instead

A mountain of gold

And a mount of silver

Who would want to leave all this

You lay back and relax

Days pass

And your head on this cool grass

Sunshine and clouds

The beautiful water fall sound

Everything in harmony

Why would I want to find this door?

I want nothing more

Suddenly this flying bird falls

No movements and no soul

What has just happened you don’t know?

Would this happen to you?

This feeling of fear

No one to ask

So you run back home

And under the same dome

But different decoration

Another fascination

The word is a creation

Its power is beyond imagination

Everything ends so as you

Before it ends, I will send you clues

Try to follow them, till you find the door

First you should deprive yourself from the love of this world

Only then you will find the door

A hard task you read in the book

Shaking as you let the book drop

Running around from left to right

Where are those walls

That I should find

I see no walls

And they say I am trapped inside

You said those words

As you ran outside

I am in heaven

And they want me to hate it

They want me to hate heaven

to understand my fate

A paradox understood only by a person how can create

Onto him everything relates

How can I hate this golden gate?

A feeling I love and I must hate

A war between the pleasures of knowledge and living the pleasures

The last words you read from the book

Were deprive yourself from the love of this world

Sadly you have lost this book

As you swim in the sea

Suddenly you start to drown

You ask for help, but no one’s around

Oh, you who have sent the book

Please send me a hook

So I would be saved

But if you are saved

You will be caged

Inside this four walls you don’t see

All that and you are still in your place

Sitting inside the four walled dark room

But you were fascinated by the dream

The dream that was never real

You don’t know how to feel

But this was the start

The start of the drifting a part

A fusion

Evolution?

Your enemy within you

Now steps outside to confront you

You were one but now it’s tow

You run

Into the house

You hide inside

You try to find the book

But look!

Out side

Behind the window half shut

You see the new companion

Holding the book

The fires

The pages on fire

And as every page burns

You feel strange

The universe around you changes

The end of law

The law has risen

Leaving this to be a dead land

Empty

As a deserted desert of sand

No water

The voice said that

But you did not understand

The voice fades again

You look around

The golden gate is now opened

How come it’s now a dead land

When I have got everything in my hand

Things that I never had

The forbidden

Is no longer forbidden

If you erase what was written

Everything changes

And so will you

But where is this companion

Where has he gone?

The seven deadly sins

Now it begins

Do you want to leave?

Do you want to live?

You just want to take everything but never give

But what if this world collapses

& Everything ends

Remember the birds?

Can you tell, how long had it elapsed?

No one can tell

If there is no "how and when"

You felt pleasure

But you have lost your treasure

You have lost the visions

Because you are no longer pure

But, what about the door?

But I can see no walls

Did you try to search?

But I love this life by the falls

But what if this is all a dream

Then I don’t want what’s real

But you will be like the rest

I don’t want to pass this test

What you see here and seem to be hours and years

Are just seconds and minutes

Would you sacrifice the real life to be here?

Yes, you answered in fear

A conversation between you the fading voice

This voice can only offer this one choice

Can never let you do what you don’t want

Even if he wants

But what door?

And what walls?

And who created those falls?

Who wrote this book?

Back home while you are asleep?

In a dream you are falling in too deep

A hole of fire

Your mouth I wired

Can’t scream nor shout

And certainly no way out

It hurts and burns

For all the sins you have earned

And you wake from this nightmare

So scared?

What was that?

What’s a sin?

And the universe start to change

Everything rearranged

And evil now exists

The evil yourself can’t resist

Your evil turns against you

It’s you against you

Will the winner ever be you?

You want to get out

But out to where?

Am I really trapped in a box?

Are there really four walls?

And you imagine what you believe in

Then in those dreams you live

Is this world just my creation?

The creation of my hallucinations

And I am trapped in this box

But how would I see things as they should be seen

I have been here for years

But what was I before I came here

Sadness

And regrets

If only I had read this book

But now it’s lost

Burned to ashes

You run back to your house

And you fall onto the sand

Hold the ashes of the book in your hands

Surrender

Only then will you see the truth

My last message to you

And now I leave

Surrender

If you want to live

Surrender

If you want to leave

Cleanse you self from the love of this world

It’s like trading dust with gold

But what if this dust can be sold

Sold with a price greater than that of gold?

But what if this dust remains just dust?

Who should I trust?

The whole world is now on fire

Your last night mare

Becomes the world

So in fear

You run left and right

This time it’s not only inside

You hit a wall

But you can’t see

It’s your first time to stand up

And you run to the other side

But no walls insight

A green field in front of you

Suddenly you hit a hidden wall

You start to feel pain

And only with pain we learn to live again

Slowly your vision is becoming neutral

And you start to see the walls

But you still see the falls

The falls are still tempting

But you should keep resisting

Till you find the right hand side wall

The one which contains the door

And only when you have become pure

This was only when you found the door

Slowly you get it opened

And you are now outside

You see things right

You remember the game

And the owner of this game

You remember the contract

So, for how long have i stayed?

You haven’t completed an hour yet

You are a winner, so you can go back in

Only if you will

All losers don’t come out alive

The love of themselves they couldn’t get deprived

So they lived and died alone

And that’s the life inside this room